Over?

Far from over you. Your on my mind 24/7 and it hurts cause I know everything is screwed and I keep fucking everything up. There's so much I want to say but nothing comes out. I miss you like crazy and I can't stop thinking about all the things we did together. This is stoping me from moving on with my life. I just feel like running away... I don't deserve anything from you and I don't know what I'm hoping for...

I've got some offers from others but I'm not ready and I'm afraid I'm never going to be. I compair everything with you and nothing is as good. I'm afraid nothing will ever be as good. 

You've moved and started a new life, meeting new people, new job, new place.. Moving on. I'm still stuck. I need new too!